What is it?

11/18/2013

They say love comes in mysterious ways

But when

They say that love comes unexpectedly

But how

They say that love comes to those who wait patiently

But who

I contemplate over and over again to myself

Am I in the right place?

Or maybe I’m just not where I am suppose to be

Am I reflecting on love too much?

Or am I not thinking about love too much

Am I patient enough?

Or do I just want it now just because

I question myself because I feel like I've been waiting

And I know that sounds cliché

But I have

That I’ve been waiting for quite some time now

Or am I just asking for too much?

Or is it not enough

Am I saying that love should come right now?

Because I deserve it

Because I want it

Because I am jealous

Because I want to be loved

Because I've NEVER been loved

Or am I just saying that love should just come now because I just need it…

Or I just want love to come now because I see the people around me being loved by someone special

Someone that actually cares for them

Someone that is afraid to lose them

Someone that wants to spend his or her whole lifetime with them

Someone that will go out of their way to make the other person happy

Am I jealous?

Am I jealous of seeing other people feeling wanted?

The need of feeling wanted

Is the BEST FEELING EVER

But why should I even say that

I've never felt wanted by someone before

Someone I actually adored… or loved… or care for

Emotionally and physically before

But then again

Am I ready for love?

Am I ready for someone to love me?

For someone to make me THEIR priority

Instead of being an option

Or a second choice

Or a rebound

Or just someone they need when they’re feeling down or when it is in their convenience

Or am I ready?

Am I ready to love someone?

To put someone I love before me

Shouldn’t I just wait until God decides when it’s the right time?

But when

When is the right time?

And that is the question I will always ask myself

Over and over and over

Again

They say love comes in mysterious ways

But when

They say that love comes unexpectedly

But how

They say that love comes to those who wait patiently

But who

I contemplate over and over again to myself

Am I in the right place?

Or maybe I’m just not where I am suppose to be

Am I reflecting on love too much?

Or am I not thinking about love too much

Am I patient enough?

Or do I just want it now just because

I question myself because I feel like I've been waiting

And I know that sounds cliché

But I have

That I’ve been waiting for quite some time now

Or am I just asking for too much?

Or is it not enough

Am I saying that love should come right now?

Because I deserve it

Because I want it

Because I am jealous

Because I want to be loved

Because I've NEVER been loved

Or am I just saying that love should just come now because I just need it…

Or I just want love to come now because I see the people around me being loved by someone special

Someone that actually cares for them

Someone that is afraid to lose them

Someone that wants to spend his or her whole lifetime with them

Someone that will go out of their way to make the other person happy

Am I jealous?

Am I jealous of seeing other people feeling wanted?

The need of feeling wanted

Is the BEST FEELING EVER

But why should I even say that

I've never felt wanted by someone before

Someone I actually adored… or loved… or care for

Emotionally and physically before

But then again

Am I ready for love?

Am I ready for someone to love me?

For someone to make me THEIR priority

Instead of being an option

Or a second choice

Or a rebound

Or just someone they need when they’re feeling down or when it is in their convenience

Or am I ready?

Am I ready to love someone?

To put someone I love before me

Shouldn’t I just wait until God decides when it’s the right time?

But when

When is the right time?

And that is the question I will always ask myself

Over and over and over

Again