For some reason, I feel so hopeless. I feel empty inside and don't know how to deal with reality right now. I feel alone and against the world like I have done something wrong to deserve all this pain in my life. I don't know about you but don't you have those days where all you want to do is cry yourself to sleep and never want to wake up? Feeling like you don't need to deal with reality so all you keep doing is sleeping ...
In my mind, I think my solution to that problem seems right in my head but knowing myself I know that's not the right answer. I should face my problems straight ahead but I'm too afraid. Too afraid to face the facts. Too afraid to make moves and mess up again. I feel so helpless. So unmotivated and wanting to give up.
I feel like crying won't help and a waste of time ... I keep bottling shit up ... I'm going to explode.
