Wanted

11/18/2013

The feeling of someone’s touch…

But not just anyone’s

A stranger, a crush, or maybe possibly even your long lost

Soul mate

That you can see yourself with

Someone you could be weird around with

Sober or drunk

Changing you into the person you would never expect to be

The touch of feeling wanted from a stranger at an unexpected moment

Knowing someone out there in this cruel, fucked up world has his or her eye on you

The feeling of a stranger showing communication in different ways you wouldn’t even understand

Confused with the connection that he or she is trying to attempt

Trying to show you

Trying to let you know that there are actually good people out there

Trying to be himself

Trying to be the best he could possibly be

That there are good people out there that will accept you for you

And only YOU

That will prove you wrong or

To try to help you understand that someone in this world ACTUALLY cares

That someone in this world ACTUALLY gives a fuck

About you… about me …

The way he expresses his body language in public

In front of you, in front of his friends, and for the world to see

Because he is not embarrassed

But is proud of you

Because he doesn’t need to

But wants to

Because of

What he is actually fascinated by

Which is you…

His hands slowly rubbing down your body, the touch of his skin against yours, the feeling … the feeling

Of maybe he could be the one

The feeling of maybe there’s a chance for me

Maybe God finally gave me someone special

The feeling of “wow now it is my turn to feel loved by someone”

But maybe…

Maybe I’m just trying to set myself up for a disappointment

It was just a one-night stand

What was I thinking?

A night that I thought things would go smoothly and actually make a difference

The feeling of knowing that I felt something towards that person

I felt something

The look …

The look that he gave me when I walked into the room

The touch …

The touch when he shook my hand to introduce himself to me

The wink…

The wink he gave me when I smiled back at him

That feeling … those feelings felt everything

That feeling gave me butterflies

 Those feelings made me feel

Wanted.